V.
His wife made no attempt to renew their talk before March went to his business in the morning,and they parted in dry offence.Their experience was that these things always came right of themselves at last,and they usually let them.He knew that she had really tried to consent to a thing that was repugnant to her,and in his heart he gave her more credit for the effort than he had allowed her openly.She knew that she had made it with the reservation he accused her of,and that he had a right to feel sore at what she could not help.But he left her to brood over his ingratitude,and she suffered him to go heavy and unfriended to meet the chances of the day.He said to himself that if she had assented cordially to the conditions of Fulkerson's offer,he would have had the courage to take all the other risks himself,and would have had the satisfaction of resigning his place.As it was,he must wait till he was removed;and he figured with bitter pleasure the pain she would feel when he came home some day and told her he had been supplanted,after it was too late to close with Fulkerson.
He found a letter on his desk from the secretary,"Dictated,"in typewriting,which briefly informed him that Mr.Hubbell,the Inspector of Agencies,would be in Boston on Wednesday,and would call at his office during the forenoon.The letter was not different in tone from many that he had formerly received;but the visit announced was out of the usual order,and March believed he read his fate in it.During the eighteen years of his connection with it--first as a subordinate in the Boston office,and finally as its general agent there--he had seen a good many changes in the Reciprocity;presidents,vice-presidents,actuaries,and general agents had come and gone,but there had always seemed to be a recognition of his efficiency,or at least sufficiency,and there had never been any manner of trouble,no question of accounts,no apparent dissatisfaction with his management,until latterly,when there had begun to come from headquarters some suggestions of enterprise in certain ways,which gave him his first suspicions of his clerk Watkins's willingness to succeed him;they embodied some of Watkins's ideas.The things proposed seemed to March undignified,and even vulgar;he had never thought himself wanting in energy,though probably he had left the business to take its own course in the old lines more than he realized.Things had always gone so smoothly that he had sometimes fancied a peculiar regard for him in the management,which he had the weakness to attribute to an appreciation of what he occasionally did in literature,though in saner moments he felt how impossible this was.Beyond a reference from Mr.
Hubbell to some piece of March's which had happened to meet his eye,no one in the management ever gave a sign of consciousness that their service was adorned by an obscure literary man;and Mr.Hubbell himself had the effect of regarding the excursions of March's pen as a sort of joke,and of winking at them;as he might have winked if once in a way he had found him a little the gayer for dining.
March wore through the day gloomily,but he had it on his conscience not to show any resentment toward Watkins,whom he suspected of wishing to supplant him,and even of working to do so.Through this self-denial he reached a better mind concerning his wife.He determined not to make her suffer needlessly,if the worst came to the worst;she would suffer enough,at the best,and till the worst came he would spare her,and not say anything about the letter he had got.
But when they met,her first glance divined that something had happened,and her first question frustrated his generous intention.He had to tell her about the letter.She would not allow that it had any significance,but she wished him to make an end of his anxieties and forestall whatever it might portend by resigning his place at once.She said she was quite ready to go to New York;she had been thinking it all over,and now she really wanted to go.He answered,soberly,that he had thought it over,too;and he did not wish to leave Boston,where he had lived so long,or try a new way of life if he could help it.He insisted that he was quite selfish in this;in their concessions their quarrel vanished;they agreed that whatever happened would be for the best;and the next day be went to his office fortified for any event.
His destiny,if tragical,presented itself with an aspect which he might have found comic if it had been another's destiny.Mr.Hubbell brought March's removal,softened in the guise of a promotion.The management at New York,it appeared,had acted upon a suggestion of Mr.Hubbell's,and now authorized him to offer March the editorship of the monthly paper published in the interest of the company;his office would include the authorship of circulars and leaflets in behalf of life-insurance,and would give play to the literary talent which Mr.Hubbell had brought to the attention of the management;his salary would be nearly as much as at present,but the work would not take his whole time,and in a place like New York he could get a great deal of outside writing,which they would not object to his doing.
Mr.Hubbell seemed so sure of his acceptance of a place in every way congenial to a man of literary tastes that March was afterward sorry he dismissed the proposition with obvious irony,and had needlessly hurt Hubbell's feelings;but Mrs.March had no such regrets.She was only afraid that he had not made his rejection contemptuous enough.
"And now,"she said,"telegraph Mr.Fulkerson,and we will go at once.""I suppose I could still get Watkins's former place,"March suggested.
