登陆注册
15452000000165

第165章 CHAPTER XXXVIII.(5)

He followed Grace about with a devotion to which no female heart could be entirely insensible; and, at last, she got used to him, and rather liked to have him about her. He broke her solitude as a dog does, and he fetched and carried for her, and talked when she was inclined to listen, and was silent when he saw his voice jarred upon her bereaved heart.

Without her father, matters might have gone on so for years; but Mr. Carden had now so many motives for marrying his daughter to Coventry, that he used all his judgment and all his influence. He worked on his daughter's pride, her affection, her sense of honor, and her sense of duty.

She struggled, she sighed, she wept; but, by little and little, she submitted. And, since three months more passed with no striking event, I will deviate from my usual custom and speak a little of what passed in her mind.

First of all, then, she was so completely deceived by appearances, that she believed the exact opposite of the truth in each particular. To her not only did black seem white, but white black.

Her dead lover had given her but half his heart. Her living lover was the soul of honor and true devotion. It was her duty, though not her pleasure, to try and love him; to marry him would be a good and self-denying action.

And what could she lose by it? Her own chance of happiness was gone. All she could hope for hereafter was the gentle satisfaction that arises from making others happy. She had but a choice of evils: never to marry at all, or to marry Frederick Coventry.

Thus far she was conscious of her own feelings, and could, perhaps, have put them into words; but here she drifted out of her depth.

Nature implants in women a genuine love of offspring that governs them unconsciously. It governs the unconscious child; it governs the half-conscious mother who comes home from the toyshop with a waxen child for her girl, and a drum for her boy.

Men desire offspring---when they desire it at all--from vanity alone. Women desire it from pure love of it.

This instinct had probably its share in withholding Grace from making up her mind never to marry; and so operated negatively, though not positively, in Coventry's favor.

And so, by degrees and in course of time, after saying "no" a dozen times, she said "yes" once in a moment of utter lassitude, and afterward she cried and wished to withdraw her consent, but they were two to one, and had right on their side, she thought.

They got her to say she would marry him some day or other.

Coventry intercepted several letters, but he took care not to read them with Grace's sad face in sight. He would not give conscience such a power to torment him. The earlier letters gave him a cruel satisfaction. They were written each from a different city in the United States, and all tended to show that the writer had a year or two to travel yet, before he could hope to return home in triumph and marry his Grace.

In all these letters she was requested to send her answers to New York (and, now I think of it, there was a postscript to that effect in the very letter I have given in extenso).

But at last came a letter that disturbed this delightful dream. It was written from the western extremity of the States, but the writer was in high spirits; he had sold his patents in two great cities, and had established them in two more on a royalty; he had also met with an unexpected piece of good fortune: his railway clip had been appreciated, a man of large capital and enterprise had taken it up with spirit, and was about to purchase the American and Canadian right for a large sum down and a percentage. As soon as this contract should be signed he should come home and claim Mr. Carden's promise. He complained a little that he got no letters, but concluded the post-office authorities were in fault, for he had written to New York to have them forwarded. However, he soon should be in that city and revel in them.

This troubled Coventry, and drove him to extremities. He went on his knees to Grace, and implored her to name the day.

She drew back with horror and repugnance; said, with a burst of tears, she was a widow, and would not marry till a decent time had elapsed since--; then, with sudden doggedness, "I will never marry at all."

And so she left him to repent his precipitation.

He was at his wits' end, and could do nothing but look unhappy, and temporize, and hope the wind might change.

The wind did not change, and he passed a week or two of outward sorrow, but inward rage.

He fell ill, and Mr. Carden pitied him openly.

Grace maintained a sullen silence.

One day, as he was in bed, an envelope was brought him, with a large "L." He opened it slowly, fearing the worst.

The letter was full of love, and joy, and triumph that made the reader's heart faint within him till he came to this sentence:

"The gentleman who treats with me for the railway clip makes it an express stipulation that I shall spend a month in his works at Chicago, superintending the forging and perfecting of the clip. As he intends to be there himself, and to buy it out-and-out if it answers his expectations, I shall certainly go, and wear a smith's apron once more for your sake. He is even half inclined to go into another of my projects--the forging of large axes by machinery. It was tried at Hillsborough two years ago, but the Union sent a bullet through the manufacturer's hat, and he dropped it."

The letter from which I give this extract was a reprieve. He had five or six weeks before him still.

Soon after this, his faithful ally, Mr. Carden, worked on Grace's pity; and as Coventry never complained, nor irritated her in any way, she softened to him. Then all the battery of imploring looks was brought to bear on her by Coventry, and of kind admonition and entreaty by her father; and so, between them, they gently thrust her down the slope.

同类推荐
  • 佛说善夜经

    佛说善夜经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 玉钥匙门法

    玉钥匙门法

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 续刊上海竹枝词

    续刊上海竹枝词

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 七佛所说神咒经

    七佛所说神咒经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 佛说梵志阿颰经

    佛说梵志阿颰经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
热门推荐
  • 友少的安娜

    友少的安娜

    安娜的朋友很少,但安娜的后宫很多!女装姐姐·挚友·初恋·三个完全不同意义的世界,最后安娜会选择哪个世界呢?在自由世界的正中央,双翼爱神于命运的十字路口降临。
  • 陪伴,是我的告白

    陪伴,是我的告白

    陪伴,是最长情的告白。大学四年,工作三年。七年时间,说长不长,说短不短。但也好似一个轮回。有人相遇,相识,相知,相爱。有人深爱然后分开。而我,却始终在你身边如一缕阳光,你幸福时,不打扰,你危难时,我施以援手。我爱你,不为你爱我,我的所有期许只有一个,那就是,你过得幸福。如果你幸福,那么我也会幸福。
  • 快穿之情歌两三首

    快穿之情歌两三首

    作为三千繁华谋略组的组长的叶容素,不断穿越一个又一个世界,完成着不同人物的心愿。她能忍受无数次的离别,然而却无法忘记他的容貌。穿越无数个世界,只为寻得与他的永恒。喜欢他吗?或许是吧,经过那么多离别和悲欢,有个结局也是极好的。
  • 陛下有喜

    陛下有喜

    神凤帝一生英明神武,因长相俊美,最讨厌一切与美相关的形容词,总觉得是对自己的暗讽。一日,神凤帝上朝途中偶感晕眩,被太医署第一名医摸了把脉。“陛下,您这是喜脉啊!”自幼被当储君养,我觉得我有十分充足的理由为自己求个太子妃。父皇大惊失色,急忙给我送来名满天下的少傅。我初见自己少傅的那日,他正忙着在东宫角落里优雅地上吊……
  • 凌阁芳菲

    凌阁芳菲

    这是作者出版的一部古体诗词作品集,收录了作者近几年创作的部分诗词作品,分绝句、律诗、词、对联共四卷。这些结集出版的诗词作品,绝大部分发表在红网,被人称为“月下古典诗派”代表。
  • 爱在江湖:相思剑

    爱在江湖:相思剑

    要为娘报仇就要学相思剑要学相思剑就要和他成亲可是,成亲没多久又被休了......她该何去何从?他和他,一个情深,一个情真谁才是她的归宿?
  • 白银星空

    白银星空

    妖怪最强和人类最强在强烈的战斗中为了争夺星空长剑,被卷入武侠世界……
  • 出本吧,大大

    出本吧,大大

    二次创作火热的当下,无数新人涌入同人圈,怀抱着对作品的热爱与创作的热情,渴望用文或画闯出自己的天地。究竟怎样才是正确的混圈方式?小透明Nowo能否蜕变成为同人大手?到底谁才能登上同人创作的顶峰?目标是出本!Fight!
  • 韩娱之正能量

    韩娱之正能量

    这是一本正能量小说,在韩娱的路上有哭有笑。单女主小说
  • 伊本良人怎可放过

    伊本良人怎可放过

    两个人的专业完全是风马牛不相及,但却走到了一起,偶尔逗逗比,反正闲着也是闲着。女主:吃货是本质,腹黑是假象。男主:温柔是外表,腹黑是实质。水情要在这声明一下,那篇秦殇没有弃,只是想更好的呈现给大家,毕竟历史型的和架空不同,最后呈现给大家的名字会变。水清想把这本写完后,再写一篇穿越的小说后就正式的写秦始皇了。