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第16章 In the Churchyard(1)

Then it was a good laugh,indeed!"I cried heartily.

"Oh,don't let's go back to our fine manners!"he begged comically.

"We've satisfied each other that we have them!I feel so lonely;and my aunt just now--well,never mind about that.But you really must excuse us about Miss Beaufain,and all that sort of thing.I see it,because I'm of the new generation,since the war,and--well,I've been to other places,too.But Aunt Eliza,and all of them,you know,can't see it.And Iwouldn't have them,either!So I don't ever attempt to explain to them that the world has to go on.They'd say,'We don't see the necessity!'

When slavery stopped,they stopped,you see,just like a clock.Their hand points to 1865--it has never moved a minute since.And some day"--his voice grew suddenly tender--"they'll go,one by one,to join the still older ones.And I shall miss them very much."For a moment I did not speak,but watched the roses nodding and moving.

Then I said:"May I say that I shall miss them,too?"He looked at me."Miss our old Kings Port people?"He didn't invite outsiders to do that!

"Don't you see how it is?"I murmured."It was the same thing once with us.""The same thing--in the North?"His tone still held me off.

"The same sort of dear old people--I mean charming,peppery,refined,courageous people;in Salem,in Boston,in New York,in every place that has been colonial,and has taken a hand in the game."And,as certain beloved memories of men and women rose in my mind,I continued:"If you knew some of the Boston elder people as I have known them,you would warm with the same admiration that is filling me as I see your people of Kings Port.""But politics?"the young Southerner slowly suggested.

"Oh,hang slavery!Hang the war!"I exclaimed."Of course,we had a family quarrel.But we were a family once,and a fine one,too!We knew each other,we visited each other,we wrote letters,sent presents,kept up relations;we,in short,coherently joined hands from one generation to another;the fibres of the sons tingled with the current from their fathers,back and back to the old beginnings,to Plymouth and Roanoke and Rip Van Winkle!It's all gone,all done,all over.You have to be a small,well-knit country for that sort of exquisite personal unitedness.

There's nothing united about these States any more,except Standard Oil and discontent.We're no longer a small people living and dying for a great idea;we're a big people living and dying for money.And these ladies of yours--well,they have made me homesick for a national and a social past which I never saw,but which my old people knew.They're like legends,still living,still warm and with us.In their quiet clean-cut faces I seem to see a reflection of the old serene candlelight we all once talked and danced in--sconces,tall mirrors,candles burning inside glass globes to keep them from the moths and the draft that,of a warm evening,blew in through handsome mahogany doors;the good bright silver;the portraits by Copley and Gilbert Stuart;a young girl at a square piano,singing Moore's melodies--and Mr.Pinckney or Commodore Perry,perhaps,dropping in for a hot supper!"John Mayrant was smiling and looking at the graves."Yes,that's it;that's all it,"he mused.You do understand."But I had to finish my flight."Such quiet faces are gone now in the breathless,competing North:ground into oblivion between the clashing trades of the competing men and the clashing jewels and chandeliers of their competing wives--while yours have lingered on,spared by your very adversity.And that's why I shall miss your old people when they follow mine--because they're the last of their kind,the end of the chain,the bold original stock,the great race that made our glory grow and saw that it did grow through thick and thin:the good old native blood of independence."I spoke as a man can always speak when he means it;and my listener's face showed that my words had gone where meant words always go--home to the heart.But he merely nodded at me.His nod,however,telling as it did of a quickly established accord between us,caused me to bring out to this new acquaintance still more of those thoughts which I condescend to expose to very few old ones.

"Haven't you noticed,"I said,"or don't you feel it,away down here in your untainted isolation,the change,the great change,that has come over the American people?"He wasn't sure.

"They've lost their grip on patriotism."

He smiled."We did that here in 1861."

"Oh,no!You left the Union,but you loved what you considered was your country,and you love it still.That's just my point,just my strange discovery in Kings Port.You retain the thing we've lost.Our big men fifty years ago thought of the country,and what they could make it;our big men to-day think of the country and what they can make out of it.

Rather different,don't you see?When I walk about in the North,I merely meet members of trusts or unions--according to the length of the individual's purse;when I walk about in Kings Port,I meet Americans.--Of course,"I added,taking myself up,"that's too sweeping a statement.

The right sort of American isn't extinct in the North by any means.But there's such a commercial deluge of the wrong sort,that the others sometimes seem to me sadly like a drop in the bucket.""You certainly understand it all,"John Mayrant repeated."It's amazing to find you saying things that I have thought were my own private notions."I laughed."Oh,I fancy there are more than two of us in the country.""Even the square piano and Mr.Pinckney,"he went on."I didn't suppose anybody had thought things like that,except myself.""Oh,"I again said lightly,"any American--any,that is,of the world--who has a colonial background for his family,has thought,probably,very much the same sort of things.Of course it would be all Greek or gibberish to the new people."He took me up with animation."The new people!My goodness,sir,yes!

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