"That I denounced the Marquis de St.Cyr, you mean, to the tribunal that ultimately sent him and all his family to the guillotine? Yes, he does know.....I told him after I married him....""You told him all the circumstances--which so completely exonerated you from any blame?""It was too late to talk of `circumstances'; he heard the story from other sources; my confession came too tardily, it seems.Icould no longer plead extenuating circumstances: I could not demean myself by trying to explain--""And?"
"And now I have the satisfaction, Armand, of knowing that the biggest fool in England has the most complete contempt for his wife."She spoke with vehement bitterness this time, and Armand St.
Just, who loved her so dearly, felt that he had placed a somewhat clumsy finger upon an aching wound.
"But Sir Percy loved you, Margot," he repeated gently.
"Loved me?--Well, Armand, I thought at one time that he did, or I should not have married him.I daresay," she added, speaking very rapidly, as if she were about to lay down a heavy burden, which had oppressed her for months, "I daresay that even you thought-as everybody else did--that I married Sir Percy because of his wealth--but I assure you, dear, that it was not so.He seemed to worship me with a curious intensity of concentrated passion, which went straight to my heart.I had never loved any one before, as you know, and I was four-and-twenty then--so I naturally thought that it was not in my nature to love.But it has always seemed to me that it MUST be HEAVENLY to be loved blindly, passionately, wholly...
worshipped, in fact--and the very fact that Percy was slow and stupid was an attraction for me, as I thought he would love me all the more.
A clever man would naturally have other interests, an ambitious man other hopes....I thought that a fool would worship, and think of nothing else.And I was ready to respond, Armand; I would have allowed myself to be worshipped, and given infinite tenderness in return...."She sighed--and there was a world of disillusionment in that sigh.Armand St.Just had allowed her to speak on without interruption: he listened to her, whilst allowing his own thoughts to run riot.It was terrible to see a young and beautiful woman--a girl in all but name--still standing almost at the threshold of her life, yet bereft of hope, bereft of illusions, bereft of all those golden and fantastic dreams, which should have made her youth one long, perpetual holiday.
Yet perhaps--though he loved his sister dearly--perhaps he understood: he had studied men in many countries, men of all ages, men of every grade of social and intellectual status, and inwardly he understood what Marguerite had left unsaid.Granted that Percy Blakeney was dull-witted, but in his slow-going mind, there would still be room for that ineradicable pride of a descendant of a long line of English gentlemen.A Blakeney had died on Bosworth field, another had sacrified life and fortune for the sake of a treacherous Stuart: and that same pride--foolish and prejudiced as the republican Armand would call it--must have been stung to the quick on hearing of the sin which lay at Lady Blakeney's door.She had been young, misguided, ill-advised perhaps.Armand knew that: her impulses and imprudence, knew it still better; but Blakeney was slow-witted, he would not listen to "circumstances," he only clung to facts, and these had shown him Lady Blakeney denouncing a fellow man to a tribunal that knew no pardon: and the contempt he would feel for the deed she had done, however unwittingly, would kill that same love in him, in which sympathy and intellectuality could never had a part.
Yet even now, his own sister puzzled him.Life and love have such strange vagaries.Could it be that with the waning of her husband's love, Marguerite's heart had awakened with love for him?
Strange extremes meet in love's pathway: this woman, who had had half intellectual Europe at her feet, might perhaps have set her affections on a fool.Marguerite was gazing out towards the sunset.Armand could not see her face, but presently it seemed to him that something which glittered for a moment in the golden evening light, fell from her eyes onto her dainty fichu of lace.
But he could not broach that subject with her.He knew her strange, passionate nature so well, and knew that reserve which lurked behind her frank, open ways.
The had always been together, these two, for their parents had died when Armand was still a youth, and Marguerite but a child.He, some eight years her senior, had watched over her until her marriage;had chaperoned her during those brilliant years spent in the flat of the Rue de Richelieu, and had seen her enter upon this new life of hers, here in England, with much sorrow and some foreboding.
This was his first visit to England since her marriage, and the few months of separation had already seemed to have built up a slight, thin partition between brother and sister; the same deep, intense love was still there, on both sides, but each now seemed to have a secret orchard, into which the other dared not penetrate.
There was much Armand St.Just could not tell his sister; the political aspect of the revolution in France was changing almost every day; she might not understand how his own views and sympathies might become modified, even as the excesses, committed by those who had been his friends, grew in horror and in intensity.And Marguerite could not speak to her brother about the secrets of her heart; she hardly understood them herself, she only knew that, in the midst of luxury, she felt lonely and unhappy.
And now Armand was going away; she feared for his safety, she longed for his presence.She would not spoil these last few sadly-sweet moments by speaking about herself.She led him gently along the cliffs, then down to the beach; their arms linked in one another's, they had still so much to say that lay just outside that secret orchard of theirs.
