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第39章 PART ONE(38)

The owner did not utter a word,but handed him fifteen sous.

He objected.He was told,'That is enough for thee.'

He persisted.

The master looked him straight between the eyes,and said to him'Beware of the prison.'

There,again,he considered that he had been robbed.

Society,the State,by diminishing his hoard,had robbed him wholesale.Now it was the individual who was robbing him at retail.

Liberation is not deliverance.

One gets free from the galleys,but not from the sentence.

That is what happened to him at Grasse.

We have seen in what manner he was received at D——

Ⅹ THE MAN AROUSED

As the Cathedral clock struck two in the morning,Jean Valjean awoke.

What woke him was that his bed was too good.

It was nearly twenty years since he had slept in a bed,and,although he had not undressed,the sensation was too novel not to disturb his slumbers.

He had slept more than four hours.

His fatigue had passed away.He was accustomed not to devote many hours to repose.

He opened his eyes and stared into the gloom which surrounded him;then he closed them again,with the intention of going to sleep once more.

When many varied sensations have agitated the day,when various matters preoccupy the mind,one falls asleep once,but not a second time.Sleep comes more easily than it returns.

This is what happened to Jean Valjean.

He could not get to sleep again,and he fell to thinking.

He was at one of those moments when the thoughts which one has in one's mind are troubled.

There was a sort of dark confusion in his brain.His memories of the olden time and of the immediate present floated there pell-mell and mingled confusedly,losing their proper forms,becoming disproportionately large,then suddenly disappearing,as in a muddy and perturbed pool.

Many thoughts occurred to him;but there was one which kept constantly presenting itself afresh,and which drove away all others.

We will mention this thought at once:he had observed the six sets of silver forks and spoons and the ladle which Madame Magloire had placed on the table.

Those six sets of silver haunted him.——They were there.——A few paces distant.——Just as he was traversing the adjoining room to reach the one in which he then was,the old servant-woman had been in the act of placing them in a little cupboard near the head of the bed.——He had taken careful note of this cupboard.——On the right,as you entered from the dining-room.——They were solid.——And old silver.——From the ladle one could get at least two hundred francs.——Double what he had earned in nineteen years.——It is true that he would have earned more if'the administration had not robbed him.'

His mind wavered for a whole hour in fluctuations with which there was certainly mingled some struggle.

Three o'clock struck.

He opened his eyes again,drew himself up abruptly into a sitting posture,stretched out his arm and felt of his knapsack,which he had thrown down on a corner of the alcove;then he hung his legs over the edge of the bed,and placed his feet on the floor,and thus found himself,almost without knowing it,seated on his bed.

He remained for a time thoughtfully in this attitude,which would have been suggestive of something sinister for any one who had seen him thus in the dark,the only person awake in that house where all were sleeping.

All of a sudden he stooped down,removed his shoes and placed them softly on the mat beside the bed;then he resumed his thoughtful attitude,and became motionless once more.

Throughout this hideous meditation,the thoughts which we have above indicated moved incessantly through his brain;entered,withdrew,re-entered,and in a manner oppressed him;and then he thought,also,without knowing why,and with the mechanical persistence of revery,of a convict named Brevet,whom he had known in the galleys,and whose trousers had been upheld by a single suspender of knitted cotton.The checkered pattern of that suspender recurred incessantly to his mind.

He remained in this situation,and would have so remained indefinitely,even until daybreak,had not the clock struck one——the half or quarter hour.

It seemed to him that that stroke said to him,'Come on!'

He rose to his feet,hesitated still another moment,and listened;all was quiet in the house;then he walked straight ahead,with short steps,to the window,of which he caught a glimpse.The night was not very dark;there was a full moon,across which coursed large clouds driven by the wind.

This created,outdoors,alternate shadow and gleams of light,eclipses,then bright openings of the clouds;and indoors a sort of twilight.

This twilight,sufficient to enable a person to see his way,intermittent on account of the clouds,resembled the sort of livid light which falls through an air-hole in a cellar,before which the passersby come and go.

On arriving at the window,Jean Valjean examined it.It had no grating;it opened in the garden and was fastened,according to the fashion of the country,only by a small pin.He opened it;but as a rush of cold and piercing air penetrated the room abruptly,he closed it again immediately.

He scrutinized the garden with that attentive gaze which studies rather than looks.The garden was enclosed by a tolerably low white wall,easy to climb.Far away,at the extremity,he perceived tops of trees,spaced at regular intervals,which indicated that the wall separated the garden from an avenue or lane planted with trees.

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